WHEN I AM ALONE

WHEN I AM ALONE

In the morning, I get up and take a shower and then brush my teeth. After that, I really do not know what I want to do. I see the window and see the view of morning. It is so beautiful. It feels like I am still given life chance to breath. And of course, I am grateful and thank for everything what God have given to me even if I feel so lonely. But, it does not mean I give up. Because of that, I have a power... I have something that people do not have. So for me, when I am alone... it means I must reflect on something that I never expect. And that makes me through this life. My life is so wonderful after I know that when I am alone does not mean I am so lonely.

It is such a beautiful day that I never think about it. Walking around when I want to go out, watching some videos on YouTube, listening to the music are my hobbies when I am alone. I just do that when I am nothing to do. Maybe some people ask "Are you not bored? Do you not go with your friends? Really not bored?" . Those questions will be answered like this " I am not bored.. I just do not want to go, I prefer staying at home to going another place because I used to be a house kid" or will be answered like this way "I just like going by myself because I can go everywhere without waiting for friends". Such funny things, you know. Maybe some people think I am so weird and what is going on with me. But I never think it because I think this is my life.. who cares. If I am still alive, I will be very happy. Because I can see the sky, see the sunshine, eat some things which I want, drink some things hot or cold when I want it or maybe when it is raining. For me, those things are such wonderful things.

Alone does not mean I am a bad person. Alone is like a thing when I want myself be calm at the moment. Alone sometimes makes me feel comfortable. Alone makes me reflect on what is going on or makes me think "Am I do something wrong?" . Alone is the time when I want to cry, yell at, dance, and sing like nobody sees me. Alone is the time when I see the star by myself, I make a wish.. sitting on the park at night.. feel the air.. see the light of the moon.. see the light of the lamp at road... will say "This is freedom and I really like it. Thanks God".

That moment I never forget it.. of course not.. that is a precious moment when I am alone because I seldom get like that, you know. I prefer alone does not mean I do not like having many friends. Of course, I like to have many friends. I just want to be alone because I need the peace at the moment.

So when you are alone.. do not ever think that your life is so sucks.. think that God will give the best one for you.. just wait for it.. and see the miracle... because I ever feel that and that is so amazing thing that I never forget it. So alone is beautiful thing when you think from the good side, not the bad side.

So guys..

This is a story and I want to say for you guys thanks for your time to read this story on my blog. I hope you guys like it. and.. Have a nice day :)

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